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amy henderson

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my family

they listen but they don't care they hear but they don't accept all they see is a problem child different from them in every way the pain it wells up inside me until I burst hurting everyone around me then I cry and shut myself away they ignore me they hope that I love them but I don't how can I? they don't accept me like an onigiri in a fruits basket I don't belong ----amy henderson

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19 Years Old by CloudNumber8, literature

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19 Years Old

I was just nineteen years old When I cut myself in two The boy I wanted them to see And the boy they never knew Hid my hollow bones away I've been hiding ever since Yes, you may see the odd smile But only ever a glimpse But my heart was never broken It was born in several pieces And with every passing year The size of the segments decreases I was just nineteen years old When I died for the first time I did not cope so well With leaving my childhood behind I didn't want to face up To these wretched bent back blues But will I give in to the struggle? No, with respect I refuse See my grandfather gave me The stubborn heart o

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Too Scared

I look at myself, so very unclean What could this mess really mean? I think about all that I've seen; And I know that maybe there'll be a day When I no longer have to suffer the fray But that day is not today, as here I lay. The dark consumes my mind with a knife And I consider another end to my strife An end to all ends, the end of a life. But instead I simply lie down and cry Not yet ready for the hour that I die I wait for the day, and once more I sigh.

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Emotion

I lay out on my bed in sadness Wishing to be set free from madness My eyes pour forth rivers of sorrow Unsure if I want to see tomorrow I sit down at a broken desk Filled with lies and past regrets I take up my pen and begin to write I scratch the paper far into the night I cope with my sadness with a powerful pen Writing my grievance, my lies and my sins And when my fingers bleed, the sadness subsides And the pen is rested until sorrow gives rise

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Dedication

I look back on all my goals And the fingerprints left on other souls Something to test my dedication To something more than just my sanction I may not like the things they do Or the things they cherish through and through But to please them is a goal of mine More meaningful than the brightest shine Fame is not what I wanted at first But fame I got after its birth Ideas hatched a new horizon And a new era I watched, rising But cast out, an untimely fate Because of those I could not sate But thanks I show to those who helped Fulfill my goals, thanks heartfelt.

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Murderous Melody

Melody, won't you show yourself unto me? Take me unto yourself and remedy my envy? May I implore you to conduct and to orchestrate My lust to kill, all of my dislike and my hate? Teach me to use my music to cease a life Symphonies to end the stress and the strife Discords to break and measures of silence Cacophonies to kill without need of violence. Let them behold my hands conducting the nightmare Using harmonics to threaten their welfare I break the waves with a rising crescendo Only to crouch again into diminuendo. My accolade, it synthesizes with ceasing existence Alto and tenor, both louder than their repentance A caesura n

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July 15
United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: merrimack, new hampshire
Favourite genre of music: EVERYTHING....xcept gospel and bluegrass.yuk!
Favourite photographer: omg! the ones that work for playboy!^.^
Favourite style of art: ............................SHUT UP!!!!!!!LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Operating System: windows XP??
MP3 player of choice: the one that plays the videos.....wait thats an ipod -_-;;
Shell of choice: *twitches*........go screw ur mother!!!!!!!!
Wallpaper of choice: i like caramel
Skin of choice: SKIN?!! WHERE?!?!?! I WANT TO EAT IT!!!!
Favourite cartoon character: beastboy from teen titans X3
Personal Quote: "love is a beautiful lie"

Favourite Visual Artist

jhonen Vasquez,amy brown,yuu watase,diblover28(steffy), invader-blue(kit-kat >.<),matsuri hino

Favourite Movies

sailor moon-super black dream hole

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

good charlotte and bullet for my valentine <3

Favourite Writers

^.^;; I....DON'T.....KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!>.<

Favourite Games

Jak & dexter, kingdom hearts (all ) and golden sun 1&2 (GBA)

Favourite Gaming Platform

GBA,ndsi, psp& PS2

Tools of the Trade

XP i ain't gonna tell ya!

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reading, sleeping, watching TV,and playfully making fun of people.

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slaughtersum2

Jan 31, 2013

way i feel

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I feel so alone wallowing in my pain I feel so torn so stretched inside I can feel a little better but you destroyed it again I feel like leaving but I love you too much I feel so empty you scream at me I feel like I make it worse you never understand can't you just accept me the way I am? –––Amy Henderson

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slaughtersum2

Jul 7, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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i just watched project X a lil while ago, it was fucking EPIC!!!!!!! and i saw ted last nite, it was more than epic. it was so great i cant descibe how awsum it was lol.   last nite was also a REALLY BIG CHANGE 4 me, i cut my beautiful hair off! honestly i found it scary, but atleast i finally grew the balls to actually cut my hair. so now my hair is short, shorter then it was when i had had black hair (u can c in my old pics) it feels really fucking weird. so g2g 2 wrk bleh so peace out!           --amy

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Jun 14, 2012

morning...

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omg i was so fuking tired waking up then i find out i got a txt msg...a friend told me that in the paper he read(even saw a pic) that my close and oldest friend was aressted for prostitution. i havent tlked 2 her in awhile, i heard she was doin it....i guess in a way i didnt wana believe she really was. when travis told me i freaked, hopped straight on line to check and it was true! i new she was guna get arrested but i thought it would b 4 drugs and not so soon, i mean she's only 19! and i love her =( i called the police department 2 c how much her bail was or how long she'd b in jail and found out thankfully she was already bailed out. i ju